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sunshine
how long did I wait
doin' slow figure eights didn't know to turn right now there's no fight in the sunshine i feel good suddenly i understood I'm alive, you're aware I'm on fire, who's to say any of this matters anyway? in the sunshine i feel good Suddenly I understood I am lovely, thanks for asking I can't see you anymore I don't cry for you, I'm laughing you're behind that closing door... in the sunshine i feel good suddenly i understood stasia ©2011 shatter
oh, the difference between, the distance between
me and you Oh, I can't count the miles and as we stand on opposite ends of the earth i realize that you are standing on the ground and I am floating in the sky and if I fall, will you catch me 'cuz I will fall into your arms and if I fall, will you let me will you soothe me with your charms 'cuz I am falling but don't worry I will do no harm sometimes the sound of your voice is too much sometimes I don't think I could take it if we touched oh no no and oh, I know that I would shatter if i tried not to some things can't be denied so are you coming with me or do you dare see the blazing fire oh, I'll let you decide and as we stand at the very edge of the flame i fantasize my skin the fuel your fingers seek and now I burn, but i don't mind sometimes the sound of your voice is too much sometimes I don't think I could take it if we touched oh no no and oh, I know that I would shatter if i tried not to some things can't be denied I know a place where we could run and hide if you think someone might tell come on, follow me, I'll go slow i've got no other way to go can't go back the way I fell oh, this fire, burning higher makes a liar out of me sometimes the sound of your voice is too much sometimes I don't think I could take it if we touched oh no no and oh, I know that I would shatter if i tried not to some things can't be denied stasia ©2004 twelve-year-old heart
I might be mad, i don't know I might be sad, but I'll say it ain't so I could die of disbelief and count the tiles on the ceiling don't wanna feel it anymore with all the love i've ever known how am i now so alone I'm tryin' hard to let it go and you don't even know I might be waiting to fall apart ask my twelve-year-old heart all the pieces on the floor, it's just what I've been waiting for don't wanna feel this anymore with all the love i've ever known how am i now so alone I'm tryin' hard to let it go and you don't even know I might be mad, i don't know I might be sad, but I'll say it ain't so I could die of disbelief and count the tiles on the ceiling don't wanna feel it anymore with all the love i've ever known how am i now so alone I'm tryin' hard to let it go but you won't even know stasia ©2011 wings
first round, i found myself
somehow inside the ring, holding you of all things but I tried to fight with all my might then you came from out of the blue and attacked from the back when the man yelled 'ROUND TWO', i was still trying to catch my breath, fake my death, and then I fell i bet you are exhausted, from all these fists and lies i bet, a bit insulted I won't admit I've lost it and all I want is to try If I'm not what you wanted, why did you ask for me this time, I'm armed on guard, self alarmed though I would rather hold you, of all things i jumped the rope, 'Cuz I have wings.... I bet you're so exhausted, from all these fists and lies I bet, a bit insulted I won't admit I've lost it and all I want is to try if I'm not what you wanted, why did you ask for me stasia ©2007 altruism (2014 &1997)
choices pin me down like a killer with a gun in his hand
your lips say no, while your eyes say yes, I don't understand you treat me like a sister and an enemy, but I'm tired, and I love you, can't you see oh, I just muttered a truth i had not known was in me i need a lighter, to light a fire under your eyes i need a fighter, to fight for my honor i need a winner, to push me off the shore for i'm just a beginner, never known silence before look at me now, i am falling look in my eyes, they are kind listen to me, i am calling i know who you are, i'm not blind, yeah how can you deny the magnetic pull in your spirit the scream of desire is so loud you'd be deaf not to hear it i feel you like a lover internally a space in the darkness that's too hard to see unless you light the lantern of answers for me i need a lighter, to light a fire under your eyes i need a fighter, to fight for my honor i need a winner, to push me off the shore for i'm just a beginner, never known you this way before your lips say no while your eyes say yes it's fatal attraction i guess STASIA ©1997 EPIPHANY
I would offer you a little piece of me
but i don't think you'd like the flavor too much, see i would fall for you if you weren't such a freak but i've had way too many damn epiphanies everything i add to you blows up at me but i was never very good at chemistry all i seem to do is find anomalies but that's a different story crawled along the surface like a centipede tried to crawl inside, but it was hard to breathe you said things were blue, when they were clearly Green (you said things were through) And then you fled the scene i could, i should, turn the other way didn't i have some epiphany? (what is left to, what is left to say?) I would offer you a little piece of me but i don't think you'd like the flavor too much, see i would fall for you if you weren't such a freak but i've had way too many damn epiphanies STASIA ©2008 NOT ALONE
I've been the girl who said too much
i've been the girl who couldn't speak i've been the candy in your lunch i've been overdone, i've been so weak some things i will never know there are faces i've never shown some things i have never known but there are dice i've never thrown and we are not alone, we're not alone, we're never on our own i've been a roller coaster's dream slapped in the face with meant to be harbored the differences between what we say and do and what we mean Some things i will never know there are faces i've never shown some things i have never known but there are dice i've never thrown and we are not alone, we're not alone, we're never on our own we're not alone, we're never never never on our own All this fire, no one's put it out meant to burn sent to burn meant to burn.... Some things i will never know there are faces i'll never show some things i have never known but there are dice i've never thrown we are not alone, we're not alone, we're never on our own... STASIA ©2012 RAIN
How do i see color now
when black and white have ruined it i look up, i see no clouds and rain keeps falling clueless tasted night upon my tongue and sure, it was purely magic but in the moonlight i've become something pale and tragic maybe you don't give a damn maybe you lied but either way, i'm crumbling inside I see there's more ways than one to find a light inside me but i have stared into the sun and all the spots remind me and all the spots, they blind me STASIA ©2007 COUNT TO TEN
I guess i'm not so direct, and i guess the mess
comes from my need to express, and the words are less than the meaning at best, and if you look into my eyes they might confess the rest, and i don't understand it, so what, you're offended you don't like the way my words come together don't mind my words, and my words won't mind and if you wanna pick out the vowels, well that's just fine, it's not my choice, i just move my lips, use my voice and i can't make you listen even if i think i've led you to water, well i can't make you drink I don't mind making your bed i don't even mind if you break my heart now and then you will find that if you count to ten you won't be so mad at me, or at least we can pretend yeah, i walked right into it, and it stung a bit and even though i did, i didn't even know if i wanted to sit smack dab in the middle of a puzzle, a riddle, the kind that you can't find the answer to, and you never do, you get so confused, that it's no damn use i knew what, but not how wanted milk, but no cow i wanted more before tomorrow became now, Because there's no time like the present, but then again, there is no time at all, so why ask when I don't mind making your bed i don't even mind if you break my heart now and then you will find that if you count to ten you won't be so mad at me, or at least we can pretend i guess i'm not so direct, but i expect that i will change my spots someday I guess i'm not so direct, but i expect that i will change STASIA ©2004 |
believe in (be leaving)
You said,
hold on to me, 'cuz i might make you see and you've got nothin' much else to do and i don't understand why you fit in my hand, but you do i don't wanna wait for it but i wanna stay for it i don't know what i want too much for me, i don't know too much for me now to go i need some sleep but i just can't keep my eyes closed I don't know what to do, but i'm sober and i love you more than i should it stands to reason i should believe in (be leaving) i don't even know if i could something here's so wrong something here don't belong you somehow don't know what that is i will wait here until you know or i will, i will let you go I need some sleep but i just can't keep my eyes closed i don't like this run around, i guess i wanna see you get out of this mess need some I need, what do I need I need some, I need sleep No understanding, the world so demanding and it keeps on handing me things I don't know what to take, don't know what to break oh babe I prayed for this ache have I made a mistake? Oh I need some, I need, what do I need I need some, I need, what do I need I need some, I need, what do I need I need some sleep.... stasia ©2009 spark (for pop)
'Nothing is assured.. nothing is guaranteed'
Got an answer, but the question is burning inside me and I don't know what it is we're born free, and then the captivity comes as the light, it slowly dims are you there? I'm barely aware let nothing hold me down will I hear you when I let the light through won't you come around now baby, I can see you in the dark 'cuz you glow with the light of perceiving maybe we are conceived by a spark and the light will shine on after leaving what's in the dark where we can't see, well, wait let me light on fire 'cuz if in some dream I was a tiger, it seems that the girl has lost her stripes are you there? becoming aware that nothing holds me down if all that's true, and I'm blessed by you then I'm wearing quite a crown baby, I can see you in the dark 'cuz you glow with the light of perceiving maybe we are conceived by a spark and the light will shine on after leaving 'If you stick with it.. and want it.. it's definitely there' stasia ©2010 real world
I never loved you in the real world
I never loved you, never loved you like a real girl could I'm wondering if I'm ever gonna see her again my arms were open, hyper extended I was a fool for you you were the answer, there was no question there was no question, there was no... welcome to the real world I was addicted to your dream world tried to run after you, fell all over my feet and I really coulda used a decent night of sleep then I remember where you were standing when I finally knew this conversation was finally endED, was finally ending I was misunderstanding love all fall to the floor I didn't write the ending, love but it's all over now welcome to the real world you can't break me, you can't shake me no more I self evicted from your dream world that sunday morning I was packing all my bags for good I never loved you in the, I never loved you in the I never loved you like a, I never loved you like a real girl stasia ©2010 alight
I walk out on thin ice
I've been found only once or twice there was a light someone put it out but there was a light there was no doubt stasia ©2011 tiger
I've been waiting for an answer, will you be my friend?
Have I said some things that are too hard to comprehend? Do you want a different question, do you wanna run? Would you rather die than pick one? Who's it gonna be, is it gonna be me are you ever gonna wanna see her? somebody sittin' in the back of my head are you ever gonna let me be her? all I wanna say, come a long way, oh you've come a long long way, come a long long way, come a long long way to be afraid There's a tiger clawin' in the pit of my soul and I think you've already seen her and I'm not the kinda girl that's gonna play a role and I'm never gonna be her never never gonna Do I like your kind of answer? Well, that all depends If I ask a different question, are you still my friend? You've got something that I covet, how to make this clear Honey, why don't you just come here Who's it gonna be, is it gonna be me, do you want what I see in the mirror Somebody rattlin' the back of my head are you ever gonna let me be her? All I wanna say, come a long way, oh you've come a long long way, come a long way, oh you've gone way too far to be afraid There's a tiger clawin' in the pit of my soul and I think you've already seen her and I'm not the kinda girl that's gonna play a role and I'm never gonna be her never never gonna Do I blend with the wind am I so hard to notice if we're just friends, does it end right here Can we pretend we never met, would it hurt less to show it baby please, baby please, oh baby please Why do I always try to take what is not mine Why do you draw these lines Why do we waste our time There's a tiger clawin' in the pit of my soul and I think you've already seen her and I'm not the kinda girl that's gonna play a role and I'm never gonna be her never never gonna stasia ©2006 azaleas
sometimes I am invisible
sometimes I am invincible I try make sense of what does not I take what I can't have 'cause it's all I've got but I will dance at any given time, sing in any given space take you to the end and watch you try to save face azaleas will grow in the place we... You failed me, you know, but you can't see.. why can't I be what you can see I can't stay here sometimes I climb, but then I fall sometimes I am nothing at all I try make you up on the spot I take what I can't have and I make it a lot but I will dance at any given time sing in any given space take you to the end and watch you try replace me azaleas will grow in the place we... You failed me, you know, but you can't see... why can't I be what you can see I can't stay here sometimes I am stasia ©2007 you
you caught me as i was staring at your face, hey hey
the more I look, the more I see and I would fall in love with you again and again if you let me nothing I ever wanted more than you right now If you were a question I would answer it right now you are my color palette scheme and I believe in every word you say and every dream nothing I ever wanted more than you right now I do, I do, I do, I do now stasia ©2012 |
